nai re .. perimena pws kai pws afti ti mera... exw xazepsei.. kai den exw doulepsei katholou... den eimai gia trexamata.. eimai sta oria yperkopowsis.... xwris plaka..
kai gw to sixenome to shopping..eidika oxford street me ekptwseis.. ginotan tis mourlis!! eprepe na ta psaxnis apo to patwma ta pragmata.. sa zwa paidi mou sproxnontousan.. oso gia ta kila... ase as mi milisw egw giati tha "varinei" poli to klima.... egw pernw anagkastika, giati alliws tha vgenoun ta "piasimata" apo pantou!! sinistw na kathiseis na ksekourastis kai na tempeliazeis oso pio poli ginete, otan ginete.. gia na gemisoun ligo oi mpataries.. de tha diakoparis katholou?
eixe arxisei na vrexei, kai itan i prwti mera pou parakalaga na vreksei karekles gia na ginw mouskema... ithela mia tetiou eidous katharsi... alla evrexe sa psekastiras se xwrafi... gggrrr...
tha eimai mia vdomada athina akoma... gia douleies alla pio xalara... athina kai mousounitsa diladi.. meta den kserw giati osa sxedia eixa anetrapisan viaiws tin proigoumeni bdomada..... paizoun alla. omws ayto pou skeftomai na mou kanei kefi einai na paw se kanena spa 3-4 meres na me ntantepsoun.. ayto mou leipei.. ntanetma..l)
ax kai gw thelw ntantema.. xronia to exw anagki to ntantema.... egw pote tha niosw paidi pia???mipws na me ntantepsoun ekei pou pas kai mena, meta apo sena? oxi oles mazi, kai pathoun iperkoposi!
koita, pernage apo to mialo mou i katastasi oli mera kathe stigmi, alla prospathousa na to blokarw, giauto ekana kai toses wres gires tin oxford street.... to mesimeri o tipos mipise (diadiktiaka kai me minima) alla den apantisa.... kai oute thelw.... de kserw... ama tou milisw de tha exw tin eukairia na ta pw.. tha me kopsei.. opote malon to afinw ws exei..
oxi, apo tote pou efiga ontws, itan kapws ta pragmata... itan mia poli kala, kai mia poli xalia... alla telika, agapaei o theos ton pseuti, agapaei kai tin aviso omws!
oute pou kserw mi me pairneis sovara,.. den eimai typos spa.. mou xei erthei etsi epeidi niwthw toso adeia kai kourasmeni... katalaves? alla mporei kai na to kanw.. treli eimai oti thelw kanw..
na to kaneis! giati oxi? oi trelles einai pou mas anazoogonoun... eg w tha sikothw na figw apo ola ( logw saltarismatos genikoterou kai eksantlisis) kai tha paw diakopes me mia kopela pou den tin exw gnwrisei kan!! xaxaxa
ela re net friend? egw pantws exw gnwrisei etsi.. 2 tourkous 1 amrikanida kai filoksenisa mia aglida to marti.. ola pigan parapanw apo kala.. apo pou einai i fili sou?
paw italia 10/8 me 18 nomizw.. stis 5 erxome ellada, simera eklisa to eisitirio! gioupi!! kai net friends exw kanei polous, eimai arketa net geek wres wres.. i kopela einai apo athina, kai gnwristikame edw mesa!
na sou pw tin alitheia? vasika epeidi edw kai kairo... niwthw oti den zw se ayti ti poli variemai ta panta.. kai thelw na fygw na ta allaksw ola.. to net exei yparksei mia diafygi na apofeygw tous filous tous gomenous ktl.. ... gia ayto lew den eimai kai poly sigouri an mou aresei..
se katalavainw... exeis skeftei ti tha mporouses na kaneis, gia na ta allakseis ola? episis auto pou diapistwsa apo tis "figes" mou , (toksotis gar) einai pws oi kaloi filoi panta menoun, kai to net episis... einai panta mia dieksodos... ksenerwnis kapies stigmes kai to afinis, meta niothis pali tasi apomonisis kai to ksanapianeis...
eixa tin eykairia na to kanw 2 fores.. oso to phd den teleiwnei den ksekouniemai.. aigwkeros gar... kai ti kanw gia ayto liga alla simantika.. den lew doulevw san skylos... ola kala .. apo afti tin apopsi.. fetos 3 mines imoun ektos kai gia douleia kai geia fun , fetos ennow apo perisi to kalokairi..., nai oi filoi .... twra den thelw na vlepw kanenan tous prin 2 vdomades to spiti itan gemato apo kosmo... exw eksantlithei..
einai san na mou roufane ligo to aima.. oi filoi... oxi apo prothesi.. egw ftaiw ... den deixnw adynamia.. edw einai pio eykolo na to kanw ayto... aigwkeros gar..
ti phd kaneis? apo ellada to kaneis? kai entaksi, auta pou les mia to spiti gemato mia de thes kanena, einai apolitws fisiologika, egw de kserw kanena na MIN ta pernaei...otan isoun ektos pou piges? eimai poli periergi? na anapsw kai tin lampitsa na stin riksw sta moutra e e?
ouaou akougete poli endiaferon, kai eimai asxeti ti akrivws einai kai simperilamvanei.. to kaneis ellada, diladi apo diko mas panepistimio? kai mia xara, olo taksidakia vlepw! alla kserw kai gw, pws kala einai na feugis, alla de se gemizei panta, isa isa se eksantli xirotera poles fores...
nai edw to kanw... mia xara einai ta taksidia.. alla merikes fores thes na xeis ena programma san antwpos.. na trws na koimasai tis idies wres yoga ekana .. kai to kopsa... den evgaine... ama exw kanonikotita sti douleia plitw.. kia an ola einai high exciting pathainw overdose ... provlima mou na to lisw..
to phd einai ligo periergo na to ekiisw.. ousistika ypologizw taxytites plakwn kai mikroplakwn me satelite info... ston elladiko xwro... eimai eytyxis me ayto to oneirevmoun apo paidi..
lax, de kserw an ise akoma til, i koimithikes... alla eliwsa... paw na tin pesw.. kai aurio mera einai! filia polla kai kali ksekourasi an den ksekourazese idi
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