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anagnwrizw to gegonos oti den eimai h prwth oute h teleytaia pou sas bombardizei me erwthseis.anagnwrizw episis oti eiste anthrwpos me 2 xeria k ena zeygari matia, k oti epomenws oso k ean to epithymeite sas einai adynato na asxolitheite me olous mas.tha klatarete k einai logiko.
wstoso, exw pesei se katathlipsi, k den ginotan na mhn rwthsw.eseis milate gia erwtes k once in a lifetime eykairies gia tous zygous.egw mallon exw katourhsei sto phgadi,dn vlepw tipota.e edaxei gia na leme k tou stravou to dikio eukairies exoun parousiastei -epaggelmatikes kyriws- (pou m'endiaferoun k ligo perissotero),alla den kathetai tipota,ma tipota.exw gennithei 23/10/87, 14:30,athina.gia ta sunaisthimatika..opws eipa k se prohgoumeno post,mallon m'exei ftysei to sympan.traviomastan polu kairo k oristiko goodbye prin 2 vdomades.einai me allh..episis parathrhsa oti exw selhnh ston skorpio.prin me kraxete,k me parapempsete sta astromathimata,ta opoia exw diavasei,epeidh exw polla mazemena ston skorpio,shmainei oti thamai ftysmenh gia polu akoma?niwthw oti exw ftasei se dead end,se polla themata.kati eixate pei k gia dhmiorgikothta..epeidh diathetw mia kallitexnikh fysh k asxoloumai antistoixa,tha boresw syntoma na xekleidwsw tis idees pou exw mesa, k na ekfrastw?exw pagideytei se faka.help!euxaristw ek twn proterwn.
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