Misery and pleasure in a triangle with pain
Your love affair a desert dancing with shame
A wrap,a roll,a convenient truth...
I cursed my thought and forged my instinct
Rain came to cleanse me
I'm electrocuted and death can revive me
I fled with the wind that burns with desire
Your wounds arise me from the dead
Hell is this that keeps me awake?
Only a small portion of my soul still sings
the bigger picture eludes me....
How can I be so demanding
instead of spitting fire from the chords of my existence?
This little demon in my wine
seems so divine
and perpetually
relentlessly provokes me
I called for your manipulating desire
...it's like geometry in non-symmetry
profane,indignant smile...
I took the Bible and shot it at you
blamed by God's prophets
Cemented my illusions
and kicked them in a hole
How far can all that go...?
How much of my obscenity can be devoured?

...impatiently my good Samaritan comes to my rescue

I still need not his help
A void reflecting me
my crucifixion is at stake
Hail to the thief right next to me
His belief is mistaken for remorse and pity
that's why I made his confession my cross...
I love you,I barely do this anymore
I have strapped on me like cancer
my great hunter...my loving torture...
I thought of you last night
stuck in a mouth,bare at your feet
I claimed you but nobody gave a damn
...flesh is insignificant now...
only brave men like you take my life away
I should die in your arms
despite the hate I must preserve
..my Minotaur,my Hydra,my Medusa of love...

I stole the eyes from a mantis

and caught the spider-web

barbed by lust

Dying may be in disguise

I am in disguise

and i should go to the ball

I don't belong to tomorrow

I'm a sack of illusions

A rag,a mindstorm...

I'm taking me elsewhere...

(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wRmqRS3I2-w)