Se eyxaristw poly Happy Cloud. Exeis dikio. Omws eipa oti egw(!) eimai erwteymenos. Den einai ekeini. Toulaxiston etsi fanike otan pira to risko pou aneferes. To thema einai oti san Krios einai atomo me zwntania, dynamikotita, gnwseis, afthormitismo, ktl, kai dystyxws ola afta ta diaxeirizetai san koritsaki 15-16 xronwn (an kai 28). Basika afto pou exw katalabei einai oti otan kati ksefeygei apo ton elegxo enos Kriou, ta pragmata ginontai zorika... Tha to exeis biwsei fantazomai (xwris pareksigisi ). Kai mia sxesi apaitei synaisthimatiki antallagi, pou apo moni tis den exei kanenan elegxo... Den kserw, isws eimai ontws mperdemenos, den kanoun noima ta logia mou. Sigoura o kathenas kanei sti zwi tou afto pou nomizei kai den einai ypoxrewmenos na dinei anafora se kanenan. To an afto pligwnei emena, esena, ton allo, den exei simasia. An pligwnomai einai diko mou provlima kai den ftaiei ekeini. Eksallou den nomizw oti kaneis kanei kati eskemmena gia na pligwsei ton allo. Aftos einai kai an mas enoxlei, as fygoume... Edw einai pou kollaw...
em, etsi nai. an o allos omos exei afroditi ston udroxoo kai oroskopo udroxoo kai selini sta kabouria??? ante na bgaleis akri ti thelei kai pos feretai!
Happy Cloud: E, oxi! Ki egw selini sto zygo exw re sy! Kai afti pou sou lew, an den kanw lathos, exei oroskopo Karkino. Loipon, den sou krybw oti mou pernaei apo to myalo i "epistimonikis fantasias" epithymia na isoun leei esy ekeini kai na exeis kanei sign sto Stardome kai na etyxe twra na ta leme san ksenoi..! Tha to ithela poly! Tha itan o kalyteros tropos na poume pragmatika ti niwthoume, aklymenoi pisw apo tin anwnymia tou site. Pantws to yfos sou sigoura thymizei Kriari.. Pantws re sy, den einai ma-r-akia na feresai etsi? Na katapiezeis ta synaisthimata sou mpros ston kindyno na min "karfwtheis"? Ti na karfwtheis diladi?!?! Oti exeis kardia kai douleyei?!? Oti afto pou gia ola ta plasmata tis fysis einai poly aplo kai lymeno, gia esena, gia emena, gia tous anthrwpous, einai systima diaforikwn eksiswsewn 10ou bathmou 1000x1000?!?! Kserw oti einai sti fysi sas, omws ksereis posa tha eixame glytwsei, egw ki afti an den synebaine afto?!?! Akoma kai pantremenoi tha eimastan. Panw stis ekrikseis afthormitismou kai parormitismou tou Kriou, mou to eixe petaksei ki afto ki alla... Alla giati na eiste mono logia?!? Exeis skeftei pote oti me ton tropo afto den zeis; "skeftesai" na ziseis...
Happy Cloud afti exei ontws oroskopo Krio, alla selini ston leonta. Ksereis ti simainei afto, e? Kanei ta panta gia na diatirei tin bitrina tis kathari kai kyriws astrafteri kai entypwsiaki. Apaitei tin anagnwrisi-ektimisi twn allwn gia to otidipote kanei sti zwi, oso blakeia ki an einai... Diannoisai ti tha pei afto se kathimerini basi...?
Oxi re sy. Mallon kati egrapsa lathos. Einai Krios me oroskopo Karkino kai selini sto Leonta. Egw apo tin alli eimai Ixthis me oroskopo Krio kai selini ston Zygo. Twra ksekatharise to topio...? Ki etsi omws pali fws den yparxei... Katalaba gia tin periptwsi sou. Ekei mallon exeis dikio. An deixneis kai den exeis antapokrisi einai kathari periptwsi "thelw alla den thelei". Ekei den mporeis na kaneis kati. Se katalabainw. Omws afto me tin perifaneia den katalaba. Einai kako na theleis alla na min se theloun? Toso kako pou na thigei tin perifaneia sou? Exw tin aisthisi pws afti i ga..perifaneia einia mia ilithia efeyresi stin opoia rixnoume tin anagki mas na kalypsoume tis anasfaleies kai tous mikroegwismous mas. Tipota den thygetai efoson eisai orthia, exeis oreksi na polemiseis kai ta podia sou se kratoun i toulaxiston thes na se kratoun.
Mmmmm.... Timing... Megali kouventa. Ki egw to exw skeftei. Ksereis: "Mipws pira tilefwno tin wra pou eixe tsantiles me kati kai tis enoxlisa?", "Mipws kati tis symbainei afto ton kairo, pou den thelei na to pei ki egw tin piezw kai feromai egwistika?" k.a. polla. Ksereis ti megali pagida einai to "timing"? Happy Cloud ksereis pote einai i katallili stigmi gia na kaneis afto pou aisthanesai? Twra! Ax! Ti tha kanoume me sas tous Krious..? Kai to periergo einai oti an to dw se sxesi kai me tis proigoumenes sxeseis mou, i sygkekrimeni den leei kai polla san gynaika. Exei omws kati pou tin edwse katakoutela, isa gia na baraw meta to kefali mou ston toixo...
Koitakse, to thema "mou aresei" einai poly ypokeimeniko, opws kai i aisthisi tou wraiou. Mporei na mou aresei o Parthenwnas, alla den tha paw na meinw ekei. Etsi kai me ti gynaika. Thelw kati parapanw apo ena wraio ampalaz. Alla afto pou thelw dystyxws den to exw, i mallon den tin exw...
happy na se rotiso kati? se auti tin periptosi tou vegas, i se kapoia antistoixi, an eksafanizotan gia ligo kai den epikoinonouse mazi tis tha eixe thetiko apotelesma?
vegas molis eida ti mou egrapses stous krious. exeis dikio ta pragmata "einai", alla pos sunexizeis otan kai o allos de se afinei toulaxiston stin isuxia sou kai opote tou erthei to kefi epistrefei, leei kai meta ksanafeugei kai anarotiesai ti sto kalo ekanes kai giati leei pragmata pou telika den ta ennoei. nai, tha niosoume ti zoi otan gnorisoume to epomeno atomo pou tha mas boithisei na sunexisoume. pros to paron omos...
ok, katalaba. an feretai kapoios diaforetika de kserei ti thelei. ax, na mporouse na me diafotisei kai kapoios apo to site gia to ti akribos sumbainei me to sugkekrimeno atomo.
bluesea, koita ti egine me emena: Meta apo ena taragmeno diastima (den tha to analysw giati tha baretheite) to pragma mpike sto relanti. Kapoia stigmi stamatisa na apantw sta tilefwna tis kai sta sms tis. To apotelesma itan na arxisei na epimenei. Otan edeiksa kapoia simeia zwis, amesws espeyse na dei ti kanw, an eimai kala, na mou pei ta provlimata tis ktl. Mexri pou irthe spiti mou meta apo diki tis prospatheia. Ekei ekana to lathos. Anoiksa tin porta... Ta symperasmata sou...
ariesaries den kserw an einai zilia. Afto pou kserw einai oti thelw na xarw pali. Pros to paron i xara mou einai amesa syndedemeni me ekeini. Afto douleyw twra kai pisteyw eimai se kalo dromo i toulaxiston elpizw
vegas sumperasma kanena kai tha sou eksigiso giati. eixa mia sxesi. xorisame. gia ena terastio xroniko diastima parakalouse me diaforous tropous na eimaste kai pali mazi. de mporo na analuso ti akribos egine epeidi exo panta to fobo mipos 1 stis 1000 diabasei kai katalabei. otan loipon ksanaepikoinonisame mou eipe oti nai men ekane sxesi alla oti thelei emena kai tha xorisei. me ta polla xorise kai apo tote allaksan ola! mexri pou mou eipe oti telos. kai meta apo auto me pire tilefono na sunantithoume kai arxise ta romantika kai to flertarisma! den egine kati metaksu mas kai oute mou proteine sxesi kai tora pali eksafanistike. opote opos katalabaineis eimai ligo pissed eos polu giati mou feretai mia etsi mia allios kai me exei flomosei kai sto psema. elpizo na mi se kourasa polu me to katebato! : ) opote eimai stin idia katastasi me esena kai de mporo na katalabo ti sto kalo thelei.
Den nomizw oti tha apantiseis pote sto erwtima afto giati basika den yfistatai. An theloun dyo anthrwpoi na einai mazi, einai. Ta ypoloipa einai anoisies tis "politismenis" ekseliksis twn anthrwpinwn sxesewn... Gnwmi mou: Min ksanapareis tilefwno kai min apantiseis se tilefwno i sms gia arketo kairo. Pisteyw oti tha ksanaparei, isws meta apo kairo. Ase mexri na ginei enoxlitiki. Afto to psema mou spaei kai mena ta neyra kai einai to pio athlio oplo stin antimetwpisi kapoiou. Pes xristiani mou "den se thelw kai oute prokeitai na se thelisw", alla den to leei giati thelei na exei kai mia porta anoikti gia wra anagkis... Kairos na kleisi i porta afti kai malista kalytera apo tis alles. Kai to kalytero einai na anoiksei kai na mi brei tipota mesa...
sumfono apoluta. kai ego auto pisteuo. an diladi 2 anthropoi theloun na einai mazi tha einai o,ti kai na ginei. kai na sou po kai kati, emena mou eipe oti de thelei na einai mazi mou kai meta apo 3 meres etrekse na to parei piso kai na mou deiksei to antitheto. de nomizo oti bgazeis akri me tetoious anthropous. isos kai autoi einai toso mperdemenoi pou den einai ksekatharoi akoma kai me ton idio tous ton eauto. de ksero..
Oroskopos Krios, Afti.. Krios